Army Spc. Rebekah Lampman
had fallen asleep after drinking two beers with another soldier a
couple of weeks before Christmas 2011 in a coed barracks at Fort Hood
when she awoke to find him on top of her, naked.
She recalled
pushing him off, throwing on her clothes and rushing to an office at the
barracks to report the sexual assault, triggering an Army investigation
that would lead to his conviction.
Her case was one of 200
sexual-misconduct reports filed at Fort Hood over the past 20 months,
part of the growing crisis of sexual assaults in the military.
The reports don't break down how many of the cases occurred at Fort Hood
or off the post. The complaints ranged from sexual assault to sexual
harassment.
The Pentagon announced this month that an estimated 26,000 troops were victims of
sexual assaults last year, an increase of 35 percent over 2011. Yet only
11 percent of the victims reported the assaults, much lower than the
civilian reporting rate.
Troops surveyed by the Defense Department
said they didn't report the crimes for a variety of reasons, including a
fear of retaliation, and many didn't think the military would prosecute
the offenders.
After a seven-month investigation, the San Antonio
Express-News reported this week that assault victims from across the
armed services often were forced out of the military after they reported
the incidents to their superiors.
In thousands of cases over the past decade, many of the victims were declared mentally unfit for service and booted out.
The
crisis has reached epidemic proportions, with members of Congress
drafting legislation to remove prosecutions out of military control and
President Barack Obama demanding the Pentagon to hold offenders accountable.
On Friday, Obama told Naval Academy graduates the surge in assaults could erode public trust in the military.
At Fort Hood, Lampman, a two-tour veteran of the Iraq war, said word of her December 2011 rape spread quickly.
She said commanders initially didn't believe her, and her attacker, Spc. Christopher Tatum, was allowed to stay in her barracks for another eight months.
Lampman
reported her assault to Fort Hood's Sexual Harassment Assault Response
& Prevention office. But she said the program failed miserably.
“I refused to go there anymore,” Lampman, 25, said about the program. “I felt like that trust, that bridge, was burned.”
She said a SHARP representative charged with acting on her behalf with
superiors, “treated me just as badly as my first Army commander as far
as just trying to shooing me away, making it not a big deal when it
really was a big deal.”
Lampman was an Army broadcast journalist
who traveled in her job while posted to southern Iraq from 2008-09. A
second tour, this time in Baghdad, followed the next year. She came
under fire and later was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder
stemming from combat.
On the night of her attack, Lampman was on
anti-anxiety medication, a common prescription for troops back from the
combat zone. She and another soldier were with Tatum in his room
drinking beer and hanging out. When the other GI left, they stayed,
watching TV.
Lampman said she drank a little more than two beers
before falling into a deep sleep. When she awoke early Dec. 8, 2011, she
said, “He was raping me.”
Rushing out, she went to the charge of
quarters desk and reported what happened. Her first sergeant came there
and took her to the Darnall Army Medical Center ER at Fort Hood. A victim advocate was called, as was the post's Criminal Investigation Command.
Lampman was taken to Scott & White Memorial Hospital in Temple, which she said did a rape kit. By the time she got home, word of the incident had spread.
“My
phone was blowing up with, 'Hey, uh, is this true? I heard about
blah-blah-blah. Hey, is this true? Blah-blah-blah. Within 12 hours, like
your whole entire personal business is put out there,” Lampman said.
Things got worse.
“It
kick-started a drinking problem. I was drinking all the time, I didn't
feel safe anywhere, I didn't trust anybody, I was really paranoid,” she
said.
Nancy Parrish, founder of the victim advocacy group Protect Our Defenders, said Lampman's story is “all too common.”
“Rebekah
stood tall, reported the crime and the perpetrator was convicted, yet
she faced retaliation,” said Parrish, whose group helped coordinate
testimony before a congressional hearing earlier this year on the
sex-abuse scandal at Joint Base San Antonio-Lackland. “For a commander to allow this to occur on their base is rotten.”
Tatum was convicted in March and sentenced to a year in jail and a bad-conduct discharge.
Disciplined
for a drinking problem she admits was out of control, Lampman said
she's now on an anti-anxiety drug for trauma stemming from her rape.
Friday was her 50th day of sobriety. But she is haunted by an exchange she had with one NCO a month after the rape.
Saying
she wanted him to see things from her point of view, Lampman said he
told her, “'I do not sympathize or empathize with you at all. You are a
soldier and you need to get up and move on.'”